One does, but she's a nurse trying to pay back college. But the other ones are more likely to ask questions like "How can a wall push back? It's a wall!" while proceeding to make his/her point by pushing on a nearby stable object. I stopped trying.
Mebbe. It could be both, although I don't have any particularly scarring experiences with sex. I mean, I walked in on my step-dad looking at porn, but that didn't bother me so much as get me excited that I had more proof of his hypocrisy. I don't know why I would have any Pavlovian reactions, though. Suggestions of sexuality I tend to block out when there are other things to admire, like the intense training some of them have to go through to do what they do. I'm more likely to look at it as art rather than a sexual suggestion (and to me, there is far better art). Glad I'm not the only one, really.
The hormones hit at around the same time as you, maybe slightly earlier. Although from the sound of things they didn't hit me particularly as hard as with other guys. Or maybe like everything else at the time, I was trying desperately to hide them and it became an unconscious act to remove myself from them as much as possible. I think I managed to lock emotions and hormones up in the same box.
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Date: 2012-07-31 09:35 pm (UTC)Mebbe. It could be both, although I don't have any particularly scarring experiences with sex. I mean, I walked in on my step-dad looking at porn, but that didn't bother me so much as get me excited that I had more proof of his hypocrisy. I don't know why I would have any Pavlovian reactions, though. Suggestions of sexuality I tend to block out when there are other things to admire, like the intense training some of them have to go through to do what they do. I'm more likely to look at it as art rather than a sexual suggestion (and to me, there is far better art). Glad I'm not the only one, really.
The hormones hit at around the same time as you, maybe slightly earlier. Although from the sound of things they didn't hit me particularly as hard as with other guys. Or maybe like everything else at the time, I was trying desperately to hide them and it became an unconscious act to remove myself from them as much as possible. I think I managed to lock emotions and hormones up in the same box.