Augh

[crazy_raccoon]

I need to do stuff. I'm growing discontented with my current lot in life.

I mean, I love where I am, but I hate it. On the one paw, the love of my life is next to me right now and I always want to be with her.

On the other paw, I want to DO something. I want to go back to the days where my intelligence was challenged and I was soaking information 24/7.

NaNoWriMo has got me moving. I just want more out of life, and I'm feeling like I've wasted it by not getting more education. Here I am, nearly 20,000 words into my novel and I've realized how many dreams I had when I was a kid that haven't come true yet.

I don't think I have enough time to have the largest insect collection in North America, but maybe I have time to create the learning programs I've always wanted to. I won't be able to design the world's most interesting buildings, but maybe I can build a fanbase with my writing.

Note to self: Next time you have a dream about something cool, patent it. It doesn't matter what it is.

Comments

[citrakayah]

From what I've seen of your writing, it's quite good. I look forward to having the opportunity to read more of it.